The matter of believing

I believe that if you think of something so much you can get it. With a lot of situations we tend to wish about things. Sometimes we pray to god, the universe, and whatnot. Everyone has a certain view on what is among and above us, and whatever that is, that is what we go to. For me I don’t really believe in god so I have turned my “wishing” to the universe.

Around August 2020 I began looking into this. I started to find out more and more about things like manifestation and crystal healing and much more. I had always believed in the universe and believed that there was something listening to me out there and they could help. I have also always taken any chance I could get to wish. Anytime there was an eyelash, birthday candles, a shooting star, I would always take that chance to wish on what I needed to. When I was younger I think I was more committed to it….that was also probably just by OCD saying “if you don’t do this you and your cats are gonna die and none of your wishes will come true”…..but anyways. It has always been something I’ve thought of since a young age.

As I have done it more and more with more intent, more things have started to come true. When my manifestation faze came into 2020 I was really into it. Because I had the need to always want things I turned to this as a way to get it, and I really did see some changes. I could differentiate between the times I actually wanted something and the times that I wanted it but didn’t put much thought into, which is the key component. After a while I got lazy and got out of that faze, but only the writing part. I still always think about things with intent. There have been many times that I’ve really noticed that what I thought about has come true but I think the most important part about this is what you put into it. If you are putting effort and wanting and wishing for something that you already can believe will come true even if it hasn’t, you just have to have a positive mindset and it will happen. You also cannot overdo it. If inside you know you are lying or don’t really mean it, it will not happen. You really just have to have an open mind and put good energy and thought into it.

One of the most insane things that has happened to me because of this has drastically changed my views. A month or two ago I was thinking about a lot of my friends from people at my previous school. One person in particular, I left on very bad terms and the only time we talked over the summer was just yelling at each other. As the school year began I started to think about them a lot and how much I missed them and I really wanted to see them. Then out of nowhere I started to see them everywhere. Especially when I would be thinking about them I would drive by them in the car. There were at least 3 times I had seen him before I eventually saw him in person. One day I was with all my friends and they wanted to go to a party and I really did not but they convinced me and we went. Within the first 15 minutes I was sitting and talking with my friends and I looked to the side of me and I saw him walking down the pathway to everyone. At that moment I was so surprised because I didn’t really think about it until a couple days later but it couldn’t just be a coincidence that all that had happened. Fast forward to now, we are close as ever again and even better than we were last year.

This example is the one that really affects me because it shows me such a strong example that this does really work, you just have to believe.